the sinner

im a wannabe sinner

:D

fears and insecurities

Everybody feels fear more or less. That's why people don't allow others to come very close;that's why people avoid love. The fear is that the other may be able to see your emptiness if he comes too close.You have never been able to accept your inner emptiness-- that's the fear. You have made a decorated surface; you have a beautiful face and you have a good smile; you talk well, you are articualte, sing well, have a beautiful body and persona.Behind them is emptiness... You are just a surface — that is the fear — you don't have any depth.

flame alchemist!

wow... i evr create an organisation.. dis is gonna b my logo.. wow.. loooks jus awsum!

F O O T b A l L

football was sumthin i dint like 4 a very long time.. it was not evn bein nuetral 2 it..i literally disliked it.. i mean guys keep kickin da ball all day..seemed very borin!
nw i regret it... i mean as a kid i missed all da world cups.. all da kool games.. very bad ya
but then sumthin abou dis 2006 wc dragged me 2wards it..all the stars.. n siddarth..k sid is da 1 of my bestest frnds.. n i couldnt talk 2 him cos i had noe knowledge abou soccer...i hate not bein able 2 talk in a convo .. cos i dont noe nethin about topic of disscusion... toh i learnt sum stuff about soccer
den 4 open house.. v ahd 2 deccorate our clss.. or else the princi wud go bonkers..bloddy she screams like kaam vaali bai.. n it gets very buggin... so sid n i decided 2 decorate the clss... with posters of stars.. arnab sid n i.. bought raul ka poster... n put it up in clss.. dat was fun looked amzin.. nw da poster is at my house..ya so i raed the papers.. n v stuck cut outs on the walls.
all this was durin the wc... n i really njoied the wc.. zidane,cannavaro,gaucho,kaka,messi...ballack,klose,whoa.. i really miss it nw.. these epl n all jus suck ya

so jus as wc heated up.. i started goin down n palyin soccer in my bldg... nw dat is sum fun... evryday i play frm 2100hrs to 2230 hrs its a big stress buster.. i njoi playin more dan watchin.. neday...passin more dan scorin...runnin more dan possesion..lolz.

so dats my tryst with soccer... its one game i love.